Dear Chelsea,

Our friendship is superficial. We care about each other, and I can still say you're one of my best friends...but I can't talk to you about much. Lately you've been doing little things that hurt my feelings....like not asking me how my gynecology appointment went, and my EEG. Or when you and Lindsey decide to do something and either leave without saying anything to me, or ask me in passing last minute. I'm just starting to feel like I don't matter. But more times than not you do something else that makes me feel dumb for feeling that way, and everything is better. But it doesn't change the fact that I don't feel like I can tell you much...like the problems I'm having, or my guy situations... for some reason I think you judge me every time I talk about anything like that. And I understand why you don't get it, because you're lucky enough to be in the relationship you're in now. Maybe I'm being ridiculous. I keep trying to think if there was ever a time we talked about things that actually matter, and I feel like there must have been, because who else would I have talked to? I just don't want us to stop being close...but maybe it's too late for that.

Love,

Me.